Acknowledgement for Babies born before 24 weeks

I lost my first child at 23 weeks and never got over the guilt and up set of losing my baby boy as I never got to say good bye or even have a birth or death certificate so feel I let him down by never being able to lay my baby boy to rest in a grave or have a feeling of closer so now 20 Years on I still cry for my baby boy I was in such shock My baby had died I never felt I tried that'd enough to do what I wanted for my baby boy I was told to dry my tears I was a teenaged mum at that time and was told I should of never been pregnant in the first place and that I was young enough to have plenty more baby's when I grow up a bit my poor baby was never laid to rest as he ended up In medical waste yellow bag it will haunt my forever I am now 38 and have gone on to have more children but still cry for my baby boy who was never named or laid to rest but he was my baby Boy and lives on in my heart and remembered still in every tear